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gamerchick02I am home.
I am fucking home. Well, my mom's house but I did the majority of my growing up here so...
It sounds stupid, coming home helps, but it does.
I finally feel like I have a chance to relax. I've left my work laptop at my apartment and only have my work phone. I check my work phone twice a day. If something comes up, I can go down to my apartment and log in and take care of it. Only an hour and a half away.
Having an on-call job is shit, but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. I wanna get better but I also need time to myself away from everything.
Tonight we're chilling and watching stuff on Netflix. Tomorrow night is a party at a friend's house. Monday is Christmas Eve. Tuesday is Christmas. My brother has to work Wednesday through Friday. Friday night is the blues concert at the Crow. I am SO looking forward to that.
I go back to work on the 2nd. I'm not wishing my time away by any means but I just have so much to look forward to with this break.
I'm tired. I'm burnt out. I *need* this time with my family and friends.
I need time with good music, movies, and video games.
I am fucking home. Well, my mom's house but I did the majority of my growing up here so...
It sounds stupid, coming home helps, but it does.
I finally feel like I have a chance to relax. I've left my work laptop at my apartment and only have my work phone. I check my work phone twice a day. If something comes up, I can go down to my apartment and log in and take care of it. Only an hour and a half away.
Having an on-call job is shit, but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. I wanna get better but I also need time to myself away from everything.
Tonight we're chilling and watching stuff on Netflix. Tomorrow night is a party at a friend's house. Monday is Christmas Eve. Tuesday is Christmas. My brother has to work Wednesday through Friday. Friday night is the blues concert at the Crow. I am SO looking forward to that.
I go back to work on the 2nd. I'm not wishing my time away by any means but I just have so much to look forward to with this break.
I'm tired. I'm burnt out. I *need* this time with my family and friends.
I need time with good music, movies, and video games.
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Date: 2018-12-25 05:51 am (UTC)I hope you don't have to work much over the holiday! And, I hope you get to play plenty of video games! :)
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Date: 2018-12-25 05:29 pm (UTC)I need this break. :)
And yeah, going home is always relaxing for me. I love it.
I'm sorry your family is a source of stress. That's really crappy! :(